{"id":245,"date":"2013-10-24T21:33:56","date_gmt":"2013-10-24T19:33:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/petershus.se\/?p=245"},"modified":"2015-08-12T20:16:37","modified_gmt":"2015-08-12T18:16:37","slug":"skratten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/?p=245","title":{"rendered":"Skratten"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Flyktiga bilder av de dr\u00f6mmar jag hade,<\/p>\n<p>det \u00e4r allt jag har kvar, som minnen.<\/p>\n<p>Minnen, s\u00e5 vackra, s\u00e5 sj\u00e4lvklara,<\/p>\n<p>men s\u00e5 sm\u00e4rtsamma n\u00e4r man gl\u00f6mt att de var vackra.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Jag vill helst inte gl\u00f6mma n\u00e5got,<\/p>\n<p>men det \u00e4r skratten som jag sist vill gl\u00f6mma.<\/p>\n<p>Vad helst jag vill minnas, det som en g\u00e5ng var jag, \u00e4r skratten,<\/p>\n<p>s\u00e5 vackra och sj\u00e4lvklara.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Vart tog de v\u00e4gen, alla de skratt jag hade inom mig f\u00f6rr,<\/p>\n<p>fanns det bara s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga, tog de slut?<\/p>\n<p>Skratten som gjorde s\u00e5 att jag skrek,<\/p>\n<p>h\u00e4rliga skrik av gl\u00e4dje och sorgl\u00f6shet, p\u00e5 golvet under bordet.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>F\u00f6rr var det s\u00e5 enkelt, n\u00e4r jag var ett litet barn<\/p>\n<p>innan barnet f\u00f6rsvann, innan jag g\u00f6mde barnet.<\/p>\n<p>Vart tog du v\u00e4gen, du lilla och skrattande v\u00e4n,<\/p>\n<p>jag har inte gl\u00f6mt dig, bara tappat bort dig p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen, gl\u00f6mt var jag g\u00f6mde dig.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Jag vill hitta dig igen, och skratta med dig igen,<\/p>\n<p>du f\u00e5r lova att du l\u00e4r mig det, att\u00a0skratta.<\/p>\n<p>Jag lovar att hitta dig, jag ska bara minnas f\u00f6rst,<\/p>\n<p>jag h\u00f6r dig ibland, jag vet att jag \u00e4r n\u00e4ra dig nu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Snart \u00e4r vi tillsammans p\u00e5 nytt, du lilla glada och jag.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00e5 ska vi l\u00e4gga oss p\u00e5 golvet, under bordet, som f\u00f6rr\u00a0.<\/p>\n<p>Vi ska skratta igen och skrika s\u00e5 att andra blir ber\u00f6rda.<\/p>\n<p>Skrattet ska bli v\u00e5rt igen, att ha f\u00f6r att ge till andra.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Flyktiga bilder av de dr\u00f6mmar jag hade, det \u00e4r allt jag har kvar, som minnen. Minnen, s\u00e5 vackra, s\u00e5 sj\u00e4lvklara, men s\u00e5 sm\u00e4rtsamma n\u00e4r man gl\u00f6mt att de var vackra. &nbsp; Jag vill helst inte gl\u00f6mma n\u00e5got, men det \u00e4r &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/petershus.se\/?p=245\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-245","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-noveller"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=245"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":702,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/245\/revisions\/702"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=245"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=245"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=245"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}