{"id":187,"date":"2013-09-30T14:35:10","date_gmt":"2013-09-30T12:35:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/petershus.se\/?p=187"},"modified":"2013-09-30T14:35:10","modified_gmt":"2013-09-30T12:35:10","slug":"svek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/?p=187","title":{"rendered":"Svek"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Svek \u2013 vem sviker?<\/p>\n<p>\u00c4r det de andra? \u00c4r det jag?<\/p>\n<p>Varf\u00f6r gjorde de som de gjorde, varf\u00f6r sa de som de sa? Trodde de kanske att det var r\u00e4tt?<\/p>\n<p>Ja, jag inser att det \u00e4r s\u00e5, att de andra faktiskt tror p\u00e5 det de g\u00f6r och s\u00e4ger.<\/p>\n<p>Jag tror inte p\u00e5 det, det som de g\u00f6r och s\u00e4ger.<\/p>\n<p>Men det spelar ingen roll vad jag tror p\u00e5, f\u00f6r dem.<\/p>\n<p>Det var jag som\u00a0d\u00f6dade mina dr\u00f6mmar. Det var jag som valde att svika mig sj\u00e4lv.<\/p>\n<p>Inte de andra. De tror p\u00e5 det de g\u00f6r och s\u00e4ger. Deras sanning \u00e4r lika r\u00e4tt f\u00f6r dem som min \u00e4r f\u00f6r mig. Jag m\u00e5ste f\u00f6rst\u00e5 det, respektera det, acceptera det. Alltid.<\/p>\n<p>Inte det de andra g\u00f6r.<\/p>\n<p>De tror p\u00e5 sina dr\u00f6mmar, inte p\u00e5 mina.<\/p>\n<p>Jag kan inte\u00a0ta d\u00f6d p\u00e5\u00a0deras dr\u00f6mmar, det kan bara de g\u00f6ra sj\u00e4lva. Och det kommer de att g\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n<p>Jag kan svika de andra, de andra kan svika mig, men ingen kan ta d\u00f6d p\u00e5 den andres dr\u00f6mmar; utan till\u00e5telse.<\/p>\n<p>Jag valde att l\u00e5ta dem ta d\u00f6d p\u00e5 mina dr\u00f6mmar, det g\u00f6r jag inte l\u00e4ngre, de lever igen.<\/p>\n<p>Jag valde att bli offret, det \u00e4r jag inte l\u00e4ngre.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Svek \u2013 vem sviker? \u00c4r det de andra? \u00c4r det jag? Varf\u00f6r gjorde de som de gjorde, varf\u00f6r sa de som de sa? Trodde de kanske att det var r\u00e4tt? Ja, jag inser att det \u00e4r s\u00e5, att de andra &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/petershus.se\/?p=187\">Forts\u00e4tt l\u00e4sa <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-187","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-noveller"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/187","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=187"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/187\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":192,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/187\/revisions\/192"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=187"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=187"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petershus.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=187"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}